When i'm in the bus seated with my girlfriends on the way home,my phone vibrated and it was an unknown number calling. Without thinking throughly,i pick up the call.
Me : Hello?
Gabriel : Oh hi. Look,let's just make it quick. Coach scolded your guy because both of you are together and coach doesn't allows that. He says that it might affect you two current studies and you both are too young! Coach was very angry at him and put it as his blame.
Me : Huh? Okay.. Is he okay? But why? Nevermind. Is he alright? He's okay,right?
Gabriel : Yeah. He's kind of okay. But he's a little emotional right now.
Me : Okay okay. Do you mind if i talk to him for a second?
Gabriel : Hmmm.... Yeah,sure. But do not take too long.
Handing the phone over to you...
You : Hi
Me : Hi. Are you okay? I'm so sorry. So sorry for what happened.
You : Yeah. It's okay..(A long pause) Bye..
Me : Bye..
Call ended..
After we ended the call, i quickly texted you since i'm still not satisfied talking about it.
Me : I'm really sorry.
You : It's okay.
Me : It's all my fault. I really shouldn't have..done this..and got you in trouble.
You : It's okay.
Me : Do you think coach will contact our parents about it?
You : I really don't know about it.
Me : Oh.. Okay..
You : Look,can we end our conversation here?Sorry.
Tears were already wetting my cheeks. I know what this means. It means it's over. We're over.
Me : Okay.
I realised that my girlfriends around me were really shocked to see me in that condition. But once one of them saw the texts,they understood. They shush me since i'm in a public bus and it's not good to cry in public places. They may have weird thinking about me.
I didn't talk for the rest of that journey. It went so fast. Too fast that i couldn't breathe. Too painful,even the painkillers doesn't help. My girlfriends had stopped talking out loud too. They were now either talking softly or listening to their mp3 musics. I leaned my head on the window and watch the world goes by. Thinking about my happiness that was always happening with you that was crushed a few minutes ago just because of my once-favourite coach didn't agree on our relationship. Damn it.
This isn't what i was looking forward for when i agree to be with you. I was looking for long-lasting you but.. it's just gone like that in a flick. I didn't know how to cope things up after this. Without your support,i seem useless.
You : It's okay.
Me : Do you think coach will contact our parents about it?
You : I really don't know about it.
Me : Oh.. Okay..
You : Look,can we end our conversation here?Sorry.
Tears were already wetting my cheeks. I know what this means. It means it's over. We're over.
Me : Okay.
I realised that my girlfriends around me were really shocked to see me in that condition. But once one of them saw the texts,they understood. They shush me since i'm in a public bus and it's not good to cry in public places. They may have weird thinking about me.
I didn't talk for the rest of that journey. It went so fast. Too fast that i couldn't breathe. Too painful,even the painkillers doesn't help. My girlfriends had stopped talking out loud too. They were now either talking softly or listening to their mp3 musics. I leaned my head on the window and watch the world goes by. Thinking about my happiness that was always happening with you that was crushed a few minutes ago just because of my once-favourite coach didn't agree on our relationship. Damn it.
This isn't what i was looking forward for when i agree to be with you. I was looking for long-lasting you but.. it's just gone like that in a flick. I didn't know how to cope things up after this. Without your support,i seem useless.
